The future of the Secret Agent L project is on shaky ground. Part of me feels it may have run its course. But part of me feels it still has the potential to become even greater. But I cannot do it alone anymore.
I no longer have the financial capabilities to complete the missions.
My Affiliated Agents are no longer participating.
I cannot carry this project alone on my own shoulders anymore.
Perhaps it was a passing fling: exciting at first, everyone on board, and then the reality of the actualy upkeep set in--not just to me, but to those who wanted to participate.
I've been in touch with an amazing contact at one of the biggest non-profits here in the city, and he has graciously (and I do mean GRACIOUSLY) offered to help guide me and point me in the right direction to make this project even better than I could have imagined. But I fear that it's going to be too much for me to carry alone.
I realize that we're all busy, our lives often composed of obligations, other interests, other responsibilities other than those we hold in our hearts.
I'm just not sure how to juggle it all anymore.